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           1. NO SWEARING!!!!!

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             3. AND NO UPLOADING    

INAPPROPRIATE PHOTOS!!!!!!!

            

I’ve always liked that I was unique, although there's always been a  part of me that is a little uneasy about who I really am.  I'm just now finally learning to accept myself for who I am and the things I like, regardless of what others think.  For once, I'm not spending too much time or effort worrying about it. I like what I do and my husband supports me 110%.

The other day I showed up with Mark to work out, and a guy he knows asked him who he’s workin’ out with now. Mark turns and points to me and the guy looked shocked, like he expected Mark to be joking. Then he chuckles. I’m thinking… “AND?” LOL! See? Very defensive. Mark seemed proud of me though, as if he’d stand up for me if he needed to. *warm fuzzies* So, I brushed whatever he meant by that chuckle off, and got busy.

Then on the flip side, there’s a recent shopping event that flatters me. I had bought me some gloves to use during weight lifting because my calluses were beginning to really bother me. I found some "cute" purple ones with camouflage. Very cute, but they proved to be VERY ineffective. So, off to buy me some new toys, GLOVES!

I went to Academy where I was trying on all the gloves. One of the guys that work there came over to offer his assistance. I told him my dilemma and what I needed. Then I showed him my calluses, so he could see I wasn’t exaggerating or anything. I really needed help finding me some gloves that would help with my discomfort. He interrupted me with, “those are from lifting or something else?” Uhhh… “lifting”. He was so distracted by the fact that I’m a girl, I lift weights and I have these disgusting calluses on my hands (okay those are my words) that instead of helping me find gloves, he started asking me more questions.

I bring my attention back to the gloves. But, he’s too side-tracked with wanting to know more about my lifting. He continues to ask me about how I split my workouts up and shares his own experiences. I don’t mind. Then he tells another guy that works there that he really has a thing for women who lift serious weight. *blush*

Okay, I’m flattered, but I really need some damn gloves! I once again start looking over the gloves, trying them on and grabbing bars with them - testing them out. Although he is still consumed with curiosity that he has to ask me, “okay, one more thing… How much do you bench?” I’m thinking, OMG, do I really tell him? I don’t want him to think I’m some sort of brute. Then I figure, Ahhhh.. hell, why not? I deserve to brag about it, I’ve come very far in my progress. So I tell him – “185 with some help, but the most I’ve done on my own is 145.” I kid you not, his jaw dropped to the floor and he just stared at me. I’m giggling internally. *snicker*

I finally choose some gloves and tell him I gotta go, as much as I’d love to sit and compare how much weights we lift. I didn’t even go into my dead-lifts with him. *proud*

The only man that matters is my husband, and he totally digs it. *big cheesey smile* And he’s loving all my new muscles. *even bigger cheesey smile* I was really worried if he would still be attracted to me if I got into lifting and wanting to compete in a figure comp. eventually. I’m over the worry though. He has been my back bone at times, supporting me even when he’s uncomfortable. He’s just as proud of me as I am. At Thanksgiving he wrote on our thankful table cloth of how I inspire and support him to be healthier, and how thankful he was of me. *squishy emotions*

I just keep on keepin' on. I feel good with what I'm doing and I enjoy it thoroughly, almost too much. But out of everyone, I’m the only that has to like it. Well, hands down, there’s no questions there and I’m finally getting that part of it. I’m living this life for ME, no one else. For those that I cross paths with that encourage and support me, thank the Lord. For those that try to discourage me, see ya in another life.

Hoy no puedo describir quién soy, ni puedo decirle lo que tengo, pero sé que he vivido y viven, sé que usted siga mis sueños dentro de mí y que algún día podría darse cuenta de ellos. No sé quien dijo que crecer como el tiempo pasa, sé que dentro de mí sigue vivo después de un niño, un niño atrapado en su tierra de la que nunca nunca que quiere dejar. No me pregunten a crecer, puedo ser maduro cuando lo necesite, pero cuando estás conmigo y con las personas que gustan de ser yo mismo, el niño en un cuerpo que está creciendo y las mujeres están formando. Tampoco digo si es niña o mujer, vivo en constante transformación y cambio, el tiempo, Yo soy la chica que sueño, la mujer hours'm que viven la realidad. No tratar de entender yo, sólo tratar de aceptar a mí mismo como soy!

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 The Raconteurs have released the video for "Old Enough" their new single. It's beautifully shot by Autumn de Wilde. And they will also be digitally releasing a new blue grass version of the song featuring Ricky Skaggs and Ashley Monroe.  Check out the video here:

And here's the video featuring with Skaggs and Monroe: 

The very heart and soul of Nationalism is not a love of your country but the hate of your enemies. Isn't that the way it comes across?

You fight for control of what you perceive to be a national identity. In the mind of the Nationalist is a picture of what it means to be English or Irish or Scottish or French or whatever but the reason they cannot achieve it is because there is always something or someone in their way preventing them from claiming their true identity.

The other factor why national identity is difficult to bottle is because everything is constantly changing. Last week we were English; this week following some immigration or the passing of new laws or joining the EU we are no longer 100% English. In fact for the Nationist we have taken on some new enemies. Their focus is constantly on what is undermining their failed and flawed vision. It's unattainable.

Too much time and effort is spent on the purification of the national identity and the vision to a point of obsession. Does this sound like a slippery slope?

Are we in danger of listening to the voices of Nationalists talking about terrorism and Islam when the main focus should be on creating unity and building a nation of change and diversity?

Defending your country is not the preserve of the Nationalist who only sees his enemies but also the patriot who first and foremost loves his country and is prepared to die for it. It's a different outlook.

I am asking those who may be Nationalists and/or patriots and who love their country the following question:

What is your objective for your country?

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Dallas Stars hockey player Sean Avery & actress Elisha Cuthbert dated & they broke up.  It happens.

Then...she started dated another hockey player, Dion Phaneuf of the Calgary Flames.  Here's when it gets ugly.

When the Dallas Stars played the Calgary Flames, Sean made the following comment where he calls Elisha his "sloppy seconds": 

The NHL has suspended him & is looking into further disciplinary actions!! 

Let's be real...it's not that bad and it's kinda funny to see a big, tough hockey player be so bitchy.  I kind of enjoyed it.  Is that bad?

HERE ARE THE RESULTS:

1) MATT HARDY

2) EVAN BOURNE

3) TOMMY DREAMER

4) RICKY ORTIZ

5) FINLAY

6) JOHN MORRISON

7) CHAVO GUERRERO

8) THE MIZ

9) MARK HENRY

10) JACK SWAGGER

The Labour Government has always represented the interests of the many, not the few which is why this Queen's Speech is about a fairer future for all, not just for some.

I was very impressed with the measures outlined which will see the Government go on taking urgent action now to give people real help to get through these difficult times.

The govts commitment to a fair chance for all will be taken forward in bills to eradicate child poverty, to promote equality, to promote excellence in schools, and give our young people the skills and education to equip them for future challenges.

Whilst Cameron and thew Tories represent the stale past of squirearchy and rich privilege, Labour are taking action and acting for the people. Cameron is a do nothing leader in charge of a do nothing party.

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Hey ya sober space buds ...

My Aunt Olivia Willima's died on the day this website posted! I did not see that at first, but after connecting the dots on this one today during the briefing I opened my own eyes to see that the very day she died, I opened this website 10/11/2008. I pray that you are enteratined, this is not a movie!

Thank you CPD I am fine, safe in the house... LOL... The heliboys (gals) are having fun eyes in the sky, you guys are so silly...

Okay what did I miss, Obama I saw updtaes and I know Concil Sessions were today, sorry I moved that date:( stop fussing and finally...

WE WERE ABLE TO DISCUSS "THE SINKING TANK", I KNOW THAT TANKER IS GOING DOWN BUT I HAVE TO "BRIEF" THEM, AND TEHN LAST BUT NOT LEAST...

What's going on with the Jennifer Hudson thing. I wish I could repeat what Aisha and I were discussing... I have to confess, 2 days before the sick slaughters of the family members of Jennifer Hudson I made a statement.

I was speaking on how sacred Deja being, staying and remaining a virgin is to me and that at no cost spared if anyone were to handle her wrong, there would not be a pair of cuffs strong enough to handle and restrain me...

I said, I would find the mother, father, sister and brother of ANYONE that touched my daughter... I said, even the "Roaches" would have trouble, no sooner than I said that, accompanied by that being the first day I visited them for the first time since December of last year (12/14/08)... I was all in celebration mode when I got home to hear the tragic news of what had happened...

I even remember watching the VIEW that day, as my brother Benji entered my home around 10am that day and hearing the words for a comedian say, It ain't nothing wrong with having a gun, I immediately thought they are targeting either me and DJ, or Diane and Benji, in either case neither is good... I love my brother, my only male sibling via birth. (I aloso have a adopted brother Terrence "Money" Sherriff, of my adopted mother Officer Sheriff, of the Maywood Police Dept.) anyway...

I've lived in Chicago all my life and have made crazy sacrifices just to stay in my beautiful city but never saw the annual Daley Plaza Tree Lighting until yesterday. Enjoy.  (Yes they should've done it at night and had a better sound system but hey, at least they did it:)